on the edge

her edge was in the routines she built herself

I have been lacking something lately.  I don't know what it is.  Is it yoga and spirituality?  Is it fashion law and an exciting industry change?  Is it writing and creativity?  Whatever it is, I need it.  Yes, it has been a little over a year in my job and I am doing well.  I am growing and meeting great people.  But I need more.  I need excitement.

Complacency scares me.

I have been soul searching for the answer - to find a new mission and purpose to achieve - to create a plan and go full force with it like I did when I first started this blog.

I am exactly where I wanted to be, right?

Yet I am afraid it won't be too long before 28 year old me will confront 27 year old me and ask what happened?  Why were you so scared?  Why didn't you make a move?  Why didn't you fight hard enough for a more creative life?